Thursday, January 5, 2012

I'll believe, like I believed before.

someday I'll see you with the same amount of tears you gifted. 
Someday I'll see you with the same voice I talked with you.
Someday you'll beg like I begged for you. 
Someday you will start hating yourself like I done to myself. 


And one day, you will know how much I loved you. 
But still you will fail to understand me ,
you'll fail to learn from your mistakes,
and you'll fail to regret.



These are just my hopes. 
I know any of the above things are not going to happen.
But I'll believe, like I believed before.

Friday, September 9, 2011

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Living like *this*

He find himself as a wrong person
Who failed to estimate life,
to recognize things around him
and unable to understand himself.


As the days passed by,
everything seems to be a dream.
A dream he failed to fulfill
with the life he had.


He was avoided by happiness
and sadness welcomed hm.
No space for entertainment
and everything was dark.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

I'm in love with reality.

Some of my friends said I've changed a lot .
I don't know what to say about that.
So I started to think all time, "What influenced me??".
At last I found an answer to convince everyone.

I grew up and I'm in love with reality.
I stopped entertaining others,

which are just not worth the breath of air it takes to say their name.

and I learned how to live alone without them.
I can't be happy always,
so I started to accept that fact and tried to live according to the way Life takes me.

I believe everything is possible if only I could be Me.
Whatever others think,
I'm not going to bother about that.
well.. this is LIFE!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Someday I'll sleep.

Every night:
I feel & I listen to the same lies I heard before.
I feel the same pain.
I always wonder why I've to suffer this much.
Nights are so lovely, still I miss the moon in my sky,


Days are endless and nights are sleepless because,
I'm always tensed,
I always think too much about the things I lost,
And I feel the pain of missing.
I'm depressed,
I walk through the memories in my mind




Yes, I lost my destiny,
I've gone blind now.
I started to accept darkness.
I hold my feelings in.
Nothing to lose..
Nothing to gain



I'm going to stop all these,
I need freedom from those thoughts,
I want to forget everything,
All I want is to sleep peacefully.
No one to disturb, ONLY ME!!!

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

100 facts about me!!


                                 Me, Myself and My world :)



1. I'm useless, fool, slightly Nutty & innocent.
2. I hate people who believes that they are perfect.
3. My favorite color is Pink.
4. I love those peoples who makes me smile, even if i don't want to.
5. I can live alone.
6. I have few best friends
7. I trust no one, expect God.
8. I love cricket.
9. I'm right even if you thinks I'm wrong.
10. Because of John Cena, I got to know what attitude means.
11. I don't care for others feelings.
12. I hate others opinions.
13. I hate lies & I hate lairs.
14. I love silent girls.
15. I don't care what others think about me.
16. I hate promoting stupidity
17. I always wanted one special person to share everything.
18. I'm bad.
19. I hate failures. But i love to learn my mistakes from that.
20. I get blamed for everything i do.
21. I dream about the things which won't happen.
22. I love boobs.
23. I love to keep distance from everyone.
24. I love someone deeply, & i can't live without her.
25. I always believed that i can do anything without others help.
26. I love to ride alone.
27. I acts like a fool every time. Till now I'm successful.
28. I study at the nights before exams.I write exams for only pass marks.
29. I hate idiots who think studies is everything.
30. I secretly hate my life, so much. But i don't let anyone else know.
31. I don't have to be in a relationship to prove I'm happy.
32. For me, what i feels is more important.
33. I have standards, but i don't want to show it before my friends. If i starts showing, no one can beat me in that.
34. I haven't tried to imitate anyone till now. I love being myself. But i admire some personalities.
35. I find myself thinking about something many times, which is not gonna happen.
36. No one can stop me from smiling if i wanted to smile.
37. I hate promises made by others which they can't accept in their life.
38. Music is in my soul and I'll never let it go ♥





39. I'm lost. Lost in dreams and reality :/
40. I'm not gonna change for anyone, i don't care what people think, because I am me, and proud of it.
41. I hate to be predictable, but i don't give a shit.
42. I read others mind quickly.
43. I don't know how to maintain a relationship.
44. Me only responsible for what i say, not what you understand :/ :/
45. I believe silence is the best reply for anything.
46. I miss my school life.
47. I always wished to die, rather than living like this.
48. I smoke, but I'm not addicted to that.
49. I love to sleep & I'm its the only time i live without disturbing others.
50. I love those people who talks bad about me & making me the center of their world.
51. I say jokes even when I'm sad.
52. I always tried to make others happy. But I didn't tried to impress anyone.
53. I wanted to become an engineer till i joined college.
54. I hate to wake up early.
55. For me, Sachin is god & i hate those fucks who says bad about my god.
56. I make mistakes, because life doesn't gives me an instruction manual.
57. College spoiled my dreams :|
58. I get hungry in the middle of nights.
59. I hate sleeping with lights ON & fan OFF.
60. I bath naked.
61. I was shy till 11th standard.
62. I feel bad using foul languages when I'm young. Later i learned its better to use & it can represent my feelings to others.
63. I'm hygienic & i hate dirty people.
64. I'm possessive about some one.
65. I miss my old days reading 'balarama' :D
66. I've been hurted many times. But life taught me not to give up on anything.
67. I sleep with my eyes closed & mobiles nearer to me.
68. I hate waiting for everything. Slow & steady may win the race. But i don't believe in that theory.
69. I refused to give up on many occasions.
70. I love to tease idiots!
71. I hate gays x-( & i love lesbians :p
72. I don't like advices from others. It's my life & I know how to live.
73. I have lost so many 'so called' friends due to my attitude. Still i don't want to change. Love me or hate me. I simply don't give a fuck!


74. I always love letting others to go away from me. I hate them when they go away & i don't want them back in my life.
75. Once i hate some one, i hate them till my death. No matter what they are. This is me.
76. I always wanted to die, but i fear death.
77. I never tried to clear others doubts on me.
78. I love my Mom more than anything.
79. I fight with my brother all time. But still i love him.
80. I love my dad! Am lucky to get such a loving dad
81. Tea. The first thing i wanted in the morning.
82. Money. Hmm. I don't know how to save it. I spend too much.
83. I hate being ignored by someone whom i really loves so much.
84. I treat my haters as non living things and I don't think about their existence.
85. I don't try to judge others, but I value them on some basis.
86. I believe everyone is talented & we can't call them as useless.
87. I love walking in rain, because no sees me crying.
88. I haven't cried for anyone/anything since 2007, except one day in 2009 & that was my birthday. I still thank someone for that :/
89. I know what's attitude is. If you've attitude, please put it in your pocket.
90. I hate trying & I laugh at those people who try too much and ends up in nothing.
91. I know 3 languages very well till 2009. Now I'm not confident in that :|
92. I love playing music loud. Its the only time I forgot my pains.
93. I prefer twitter than facebook.
94. I always believe in saying less & doing more. 
95. Sometimes I'm really rude. I say what i feel, it may be bad for others. Still i don't care.
96. I wish life should have an 'escape, block & delete' button :|
97. P.S: I Love You.
98. I hate love stories.
99. I don't want anyone in my life who doesn't even tries to know me. But i need a friend who can stay with me, even if my mood changes. I think, i got some one.
100. I am what I'm and that's what you never can't be. I'm different and their is nobody like me.

 #100factsaboutme!!!!!

<<<   these are 100 random facts about me. And I've used red color in some only because that's damn true :) By the way I know I'm special :P

Friday, February 25, 2011

There Is Nothing Left To Say.

I have my own opinions. If you don't like it, it's not my fault. 
I'm me and I cant change my ways. 
I can't live up to your expectations .
All you have to do is listen to me. 
Accept what you like and leave the rest. 
If I need your opinion I will ask for that.
I just don't care about your feelings.


I rule my life & I don't want any masters to teach me.
I always act like a fool in front of others. 
I may irritate you, because i like teasing idiots. 
I say jokes, sometimes it may hurt you. But that's not intentional.
I'm someone who hates peoples who gets in to my nerves. 
I hates everyone except I , ME & MYSELF.
I never want to promote others foolishness. 
I'm not born to to please you. I have my standards. They may be low, but I have them.
I got at least someone to support me. 
That's why I'm not keen in responding to those who speaks behind my back. 
But don't take me as a coward. You only know the things which I have done & shown in front of you. I got another phase and that might kill you.