A Little romance

For all the vibes of mine,
you hanged on to it fine.
All the promises I made,
caught your heart with joy.

I yearned for the twinkle in your eyes,
I told you about the eternal love,
that was missing from me,
and you gave me hope.

You taught me to believe,
nothing won't be lost,
and we are birds of same feathers,
destined to flock together.

With you around me,
my solitude vanished.
I'm no more cold,
because you're making me bold.

ഓര്‍മകളിലെ ആത്മാവ്

ഓര്‍മകളുടെ കൂട്ടില്‍ നിന്നും ഉയര്‍ന്നു വന്ന ജീവിതം
ആ ജീവിതഗ്നിയില്‍ വെന്തു വെന്നിരായത് എന്റെ സ്വപ്നങ്ങളും.
എരിഞ്ഞു അടങ്ങിയ ആത്മാവിന്റെ രോദനം
അവസാനിക്കാതെ അലയുകയാണ്.
പറയാന്‍ ഒരുപാട് ബാക്കി വെച്ചു
പക്ഷെ പറയാന്‍ കഴിയാത്ത അവസാനത്തെ അടയ്ക്കുകയിരുന്നു.
എന്തെന്ന് ഇല്ലാത്ത ചോദ്യങ്ങള്‍ക്
ഉത്തരം കണ്ടെത്താന്‍ അലയുന്ന ആത്മാവ് .
മര്‍മരങ്ങള്‍ കൊണ്ട് മറയ്ക്കുന്നത് പോലെ
മറഞ്ഞിരിക്കും വേദനകള്‍

The tale of two extremes.

To the chaos that stays,
To the one's who grieve with, 
To the one's who are amused,
To the fate for showing the back, 
& To emotions that'd live with. 

Look who's conscious and missed his bus. 
Look how far he ran concerned,
the one's sweatin' like bruised.
But his heart is outdoing.
Just 'cause he's hopeful.

The destiny is close,
close enough to feel the cuddle,
though the senses took the long rope,
which can't sustain the rush.
Just 'cause he's tryin' to fit in. 

One can blame the muse,
and come up with a noose.
The same can shout the names,
the names that mattered.
Just 'cause he's cagey. 

The other end of seesaw,
the other end of the life,
the other end of the love,
all chokes to the ignorance.
Just 'cause he's prescient.

Here we came to go with memories.

College, the final step to leave the kid behind, to go ahead to achieve the dreams. New friends, more freedom and much more love. I remember the first day of  my college life. I was afraid about the things that are waiting for me on the other side. I couldn't call it as college when I see those closed walls with no hint of enjoyment. Later I find myself lucky to get few friends on the very first day. We put away all our difference to cherish all the moments to come. Life was exciting, then came the first series in our college life. Everyone was bothered and tried hard to pass. Unfortunately results annihilated me and some of my friends. Some of us talked more about our first failure. Second series, then third passed by to give taste of our first university exams. Everyone gave their best. End of the first more -than-a-long year. What we enjoyed more is the study leave for our exams. Then we entered our second year learning so many things. We started to learn fear ain't gonna give a shit. Series gone by leaving no tension. But the first year results stoned many of us. I still remember tears of my fellow classmates. S3 exams taught us to study subjects within a day. Also few of us learned what condonation is. S4 was a not a new thing for us. Same old wine in new bottle. But we had our first tour in this semester. All from my class joined the tour with their suggestion. We planned and went us a unit. This outing gave us many funny moments. We all enjoyed our time together. Then usual result, arrears and exam revisited us.

S5 was the most loved semester in my college life. I don't know why. That semester looks like awhile. Then we had S6, where we got another outing. Few friends opted out, but we still had the fun we were looking for. Then the boring lectures, results and other craps. We had our first group activity during S6. It was fun. Then S7 started, where we all went after finding a kickass seminar topic. Each of us presented the seminar uniquely. Some surprised and some gave what they have. The time we got during the seminars were more gripping than the time we had from our insipid eggheads who taught us. As they say, every good things will have an end. The seminar period was over. We had our smiles and then we had the poker face for the exams.
S8, the semester I hardly went to college. But those class I took was exciting. We had group project. Everyone did what they wanted, and everyone got the college life they were hoping for, I assume. Me, few of my classmates and some college-mates can't forget this semester. Not because we are about to end our college life. We were left in shatters 'cause of faculties and our chairman. Some got through, while few missed out.

Altogether, college life was boring. But I liked the second half, 'cause every bad thing will give something to smile eventually. Here, those smiles are my friends, and I'll treasure them as long as I ponder.

Puzzle realized

Long time ago a boy loved a puzzle, he tried to solve it. He began to search for the ideas, thinking the puzzle stands for eternity. Unfortunately there was no support from the people he met, nothing from the puzzle itself. He didn’t give up, but the optimistic in him tried to settle down. After a handful years, he found a solution. But that yearning can’t match his life. Now he stands alone in the obvious, with the yearning, and the past. Left some places which are crowded and allowed the voices to fall apart. The silence grew stronger. Made a barrier out of ego, sorrows came uninvited. Put the mind in mess and the familiar thing happened. 
He craved for the help. No one paid a visit and eventually his dead soul escaped to the darkness.
End, realized it's whack!! 

Fine, let me ask !

I might answer this time, or every time you ask for a reply. 
I’m destined to be with my desire, even though it takes out everything I own. 
I never planned to throw away my feelings to start fresh. 
That was not a mistake, it was an offer my life couldn’t afford.
I know I’m wrong at times, but what’s the point in proving am right every time?

The final glow!

The more I write about my endless dreams
I feel more darkness in reality,
and the life moved slowly.

When I leave my arena,
seriousness touches after the trouble,
muting the chances.

Life's an uncapped soul,
waiting for a turn,
to make it count.

I hope one day, 
when everything seems to be dull,
I will add color in my sky,
to make it shine,
to make it serene,
and that the glow will dwell,
even after the end.