Showing posts with label college. Show all posts
Showing posts with label college. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Here we came to go with memories.

College, the final step to leave the kid behind, to go ahead to achieve the dreams. New friends, more freedom and much more love. I remember the first day of  my college life. I was afraid about the things that are waiting for me on the other side. I couldn't call it as college when I see those closed walls with no hint of enjoyment. Later I find myself lucky to get few friends on the very first day. We put away all our difference to cherish all the moments to come. Life was exciting, then came the first series in our college life. Everyone was bothered and tried hard to pass. Unfortunately results annihilated me and some of my friends. Some of us talked more about our first failure. Second series, then third passed by to give taste of our first university exams. Everyone gave their best. End of the first more -than-a-long year. What we enjoyed more is the study leave for our exams. Then we entered our second year learning so many things. We started to learn fear ain't gonna give a shit. Series gone by leaving no tension. But the first year results stoned many of us. I still remember tears of my fellow classmates. S3 exams taught us to study subjects within a day. Also few of us learned what condonation is. S4 was a not a new thing for us. Same old wine in new bottle. But we had our first tour in this semester. All from my class joined the tour with their suggestion. We planned and went us a unit. This outing gave us many funny moments. We all enjoyed our time together. Then usual result, arrears and exam revisited us.







S5 was the most loved semester in my college life. I don't know why. That semester looks like awhile. Then we had S6, where we got another outing. Few friends opted out, but we still had the fun we were looking for. Then the boring lectures, results and other craps. We had our first group activity during S6. It was fun. Then S7 started, where we all went after finding a kickass seminar topic. Each of us presented the seminar uniquely. Some surprised and some gave what they have. The time we got during the seminars were more gripping than the time we had from our insipid eggheads who taught us. As they say, every good things will have an end. The seminar period was over. We had our smiles and then we had the poker face for the exams.
S8, the semester I hardly went to college. But those class I took was exciting. We had group project. Everyone did what they wanted, and everyone got the college life they were hoping for, I assume. Me, few of my classmates and some college-mates can't forget this semester. Not because we are about to end our college life. We were left in shatters 'cause of faculties and our chairman. Some got through, while few missed out.

Altogether, college life was boring. But I liked the second half, 'cause every bad thing will give something to smile eventually. Here, those smiles are my friends, and I'll treasure them as long as I ponder.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

The worst part of me

After the school Life, I thought the rotten chip in this get-up-and-go life may be because of missing those close friends. That made me drift away from another scrap of life. 

I, once, was a person who loved his friends with all his heart. Now it has changed. I lost the prime in me. In fact I lost the best friend in me. College spoiled the prime, and if you ask me what's the bad time you ever had, without any doubt I'll point my college days.

I didn't hate my college at first. Spite started after a couple of months. I don't know how to defend this lack of interest. At first, it seems like an awkward feeling and then it mutated into frustration, and at last it matured into anger. You know, the anger that makes you hate the whole ball of wax and the fruit that makes you suffer.

Yes, I"m suffering because I missed the whole show, just to call myself idle. Now I've lost, the respect for everything and everyone, and my feelings. Now I feel the take back road reflex and withdrawn thoughts are filled within myself. I really don't have the right to be loud to others. That's why I throw away the time to screed to myself, a silent sooth. I realized that I'm the only person who understands me other than ignorance. 

Ignorance is the word I love to use now, for the impeccable life I'm living.