Friday, February 25, 2011

There Is Nothing Left To Say.

I have my own opinions. If you don't like it, it's not my fault. 
I'm me and I cant change my ways. 
I can't live up to your expectations .
All you have to do is listen to me. 
Accept what you like and leave the rest. 
If I need your opinion I will ask for that.
I just don't care about your feelings.


I rule my life & I don't want any masters to teach me.
I always act like a fool in front of others. 
I may irritate you, because i like teasing idiots. 
I say jokes, sometimes it may hurt you. But that's not intentional.
I'm someone who hates peoples who gets in to my nerves. 
I hates everyone except I , ME & MYSELF.
I never want to promote others foolishness. 
I'm not born to to please you. I have my standards. They may be low, but I have them.
I got at least someone to support me. 
That's why I'm not keen in responding to those who speaks behind my back. 
But don't take me as a coward. You only know the things which I have done & shown in front of you. I got another phase and that might kill you.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

I'm only me. That is all I can be.

I'm only me. That is all I can be. 
No more, no less, don't second guess. 
I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. 
I've wished sometimes that I could die.


Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, 
sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. 
You may not like me, 
but that's okay because this is me 
and how I'll stay.

I like to keep myself away from others.

 I Always Keep Distance From Others

I've always loved to keep myself away from everyone, not because i hate them, only because i didn't find them useful. I had plenty of "good" friends but few best friends. No one who really knew the real me expect some. Over the past couple years I've let a select few people get to know the real me and i no longer desired to keep my distance. However, after being burned by these people I've once again backed off and become friendly but always from a distance.  I always loves to speak myself and my happiness lies on that.

I think the reason i do this is because, the more i care I'm feared of losing them. This hurted me many times personally. As well as have seen some of the people that mean the most to me be hurt by the people they let get too close. I'm not distrusting of everyone, well OK never mind i am. For me people have to prove to me that i can trust them before i let them get too close. Being this way has made me realize i am missing out on some things but personally I'd rather miss out than get screwed over by someone i thought was my friend.