I like to keep myself away from others.

 I Always Keep Distance From Others

I've always loved to keep myself away from everyone, not because i hate them, only because i didn't find them useful. I had plenty of "good" friends but few best friends. No one who really knew the real me expect some. Over the past couple years I've let a select few people get to know the real me and i no longer desired to keep my distance. However, after being burned by these people I've once again backed off and become friendly but always from a distance.  I always loves to speak myself and my happiness lies on that.

I think the reason i do this is because, the more i care I'm feared of losing them. This hurted me many times personally. As well as have seen some of the people that mean the most to me be hurt by the people they let get too close. I'm not distrusting of everyone, well OK never mind i am. For me people have to prove to me that i can trust them before i let them get too close. Being this way has made me realize i am missing out on some things but personally I'd rather miss out than get screwed over by someone i thought was my friend.